Monday, September 15, 2008
Dear blogger,
Why is it that i felt so uneasy whenever i sleep??
Why did i woke up suddenly feeling there is another presence in the room with me??
Why did i have this inutution of waking up in the middle of the night,walk to the kitchen and feeling there is eyes watching me?
Creepy isn't it?
Its been few months and although i have been advised several times to fight this "Bad Karma" feeling in me and closed the window whenever i am going to bed, it's still the same.
Isn't it during Ramadhan, spirits and ghosts are "tied up" but i believe, that's not true. Truly not true.
I have a dreams..i just don't know what it meant but in both dreams, two people whom i care and love appear in it.
The first dream, happen in early Ramadan. In my dream, Cik Rukiah(bro Rashidi late mum) was playing with Adam(when he was a toddler) in their house in Clementi blk 376..in the living room on that big sofa near the TV..she was teasing and playing peek-a-boo with him and i was sitting in the big rattan sofa chair and laugh..hhmmm...
My second dream, happen a few days ago,after my argument with my sister in the kitchen. I dream of my grandma. I was in early primary school, in my school uniform when i was in Pasir Panjang primary(gosh, i still remember that uniform), i was siting in the big table in the kitchen,in our old kampung and was doing my homework..grandma was talking to me about my studies. In the dream, "she was telling me to not to give up if i can't accomplish or complete anything. There is always a solution to every problems."I wasn't paying much attention to her but more focus in my stuffs. When i woke up from my dream, it was around 4.35am...near Sahur and its the same for my earlier dream..was this a message send to me or just a plain dream...??
The dreams and my grandma advice is still linger in my mind,till now. I do miss them both.
NORA