Thursday, January 31, 2008

Dear Blog,

I really dun know why one of my close fren distance herself from me??Could it be,she is now practically engaged and whole time resolved around the fiancee??Every minute or every second with him? Hmm..fiza may be rite,she may need time and space for her upcoming nuptial.Hopefully,she managed to choose a good bridal atliers that match her standard and good cook's for the food. Think of it,hope she will get the message and start making plans. I am happy to offer my helps and service in helping her but now, i think i rather let her do it herself. Maybe,what i want the best to help her could not meet up with her expectations. In a way,it's better that way than getting hurt in the end.

Of course, there were times i never fail to ask her out for movies or makan..but she always give excuses. But the movie that i wanted to ask her to watch together,has already view by her. I was a week late by the time i read her blog. Now, i will stop asking and sms her. I think its the best. If ever i want to watch movie, i could go alone or ask fiza or fadli or yantie...hey, i have done it before. Watching movie alone and guess what, i make some frens from the same row seats..hahhaaa...can't forget that incident.

I ask myself...do other's appreciate helps or thoughts??Nope.I learn that in bitter lesson.

Dear Blog,

Why is it difficult for some people to understand how or yourself??Why do people judge me by exterior?But not interior??Do all look the same?The for instance, Farah,my supervisor from Sorting room..she think the whole world is her oyster..but why can't she felt other's do need a space from her insulting remarks..criticism..her hurtful words..it does perch thru my hearts..i am a human too..i do have feelings.It just a matter of time,when i will explode myself. I dun care be laBEL as Problematic staff..but take a look at the environment i am working in..the ever Bitch V.C...plus all her Groons...

I consult Amos and Dr Chong for my offer by Raffles Hospital,yep, they advise me,"Dun take the offer,you wouldn't be happy there.."..it is easy for Amos to say as he is leaving for Melbourne in April 2008. He is gonne start a new chapter there soon..all the best for him thou..his last day is March 29 and i know,i am gonna miss him a lot.God..how many of us arre leaving the Dept...DAvid,Shireen and now Amos.

Due to my rashes on my back,i was told to go back to the same clinic and obtain a letter and mc indicating that i dun have any measel or chicken pox...alhamdulilah,i dun have any.Just normal viral rashes..the jab given by Dr Choo did it all but Dr Kee loo change the cream for me. Now,its like a dead skin peeling off my back...disgusting!!!!

My god..this is becoming a ritual habit for me thou...anyway,everyone really enjoy it..Dinner is held at Sakura Orchard Building and all of us stay till 9.30pm..even Dr Ong goes several round for the Buffet..it was good and price is affordable..i should try it onnce again.

Dr Ranu and Dr Chong enjoying the food

Dat's Dr Nirmalan and Dr Thien

The groups enjoying themselves

The 4 Musketeers...

The M.O with the Consultant

Dr Thien and me..

The whole group of us...

Dr Udaya...with Dr Thida

Dr Ong and Dr Lam

Dr Nirmalan and me

It feel sooo great that SQ is ending...The Tekka Gals spend most of the time joking around...hahhaaa

The Senior Tekka girls...SSN Pamela,SN Vasanthi and Senior IA Jaya..

Hey,dinner was great..first to Morocco Cafe then we continued to Sakunthala...

Fiza and ashik going thru the Map.

Hmmm....

Well,the weather was quite hot and humid...can't stop sweating..

So sweet....him...

Last friday was my day off from my part-time work at Cheers as i have to attend a course on Saturday....its till 5pm..phew...can't wait till the course is end..anyway, i went out for dinner to Morocco Cafe at Arab street..Almun and me usual hunt but i do realise now, the standard and quality of the food has drop....even Fiza don't like it except for the mix kebab.We brought fiza fren from Mauritius for the dinner...his name is Ashik..sound familiar..very sweet and soft spoken man..he is fluent in French and got that indian/malay look..after the dinner,due to too much of Satay kajang and kebab,we got to find a toilet and luckily, Golden Landmark Hotel is just across the road...apalagi,make use of the facility..and damm...we wait for the taxi for such a long time...we decided to meet up with Ashik again at Mustapha Centre, he need to claim his GST refund.So i and fiza went there earlier to shop some personal items...hush...can't say it..hahaha..oh... i also met Joy to pass her the face Cream from Dr Kayla...hope she is doing well in following the instructions.

Fiza and Ashik at Morocco Cafe...

It's them again...

that's me with my new Nokia 5200...

Joy from the side view...hehhe

Me and Ashik..

Again...this time is a nicer pose..

Ashik in front of the Sultan Mosque..the pic is not clear thou

Me and fiza in the ladies in Golden Landmark hotel

Sweetie me...

The Butter chicken from Sakunthala opp mustafa centre,its delicious...must try it again..

What a day, i drop my Samsung hp in the sink under the running water....phew...i quickly dry it with the handryer,just couldn't believe that i am sooo...careless...now i got to get a new handphone. I got to rush to Tekka Mall and then to Sim Lim Square to get a new hp...i got to meet JOY(my ex-colleague from LTA) to pass her the cream from Dr Kayla and at the same time with Fiza and her fren from Mauritius...hhmm...now the plan has change..Got to get the New Nokia babe...

Some pictures taken while i was at work...either at KKH or Cheers...I decided to post some of my frens pic...for rememberance...hahaha

My 1st time karaoke with Rafeah and her frens..

Saw this MRI patient...she is only 2 yrs old...

This is my 3rd Wang Cafe coffee....to last me till end of the day.

This little patient is soo..cute..

Coincidentally, met Alfdillah at Cheers JE..

Meet sulaiman for short dinner...at LOT 1

My little Adam posing in his bedroom.

Abng Yanto and his little gal...
his eldest son pass away from cancer in NUH early last year.

That's Azlin and me at Musliya wedding.

Veronica from IMS with her "Thinking Cap"

That's Rima and her daughter...she is my sis-in-law ex-colleague.

Fadli at the cafe...

Maureen and Stephanie

Cantik kan....??hehhee..

Sooo...sweet..macam gula melaka...

Mentalnya....tak leh angkat seh

yooohooiii..Rafiq...cutenya

Macam lost Puppy....taken in MRT

It's been a while i seen him in the staff lounge but nevetheless...i know he is around. I hope he is doing well.

There is nothing much i can do today except irritate Fiona(my sonographer)..maybe i should target somebody else....
No news from Al or Rafeah. I sms them if they wanted to go for Karaoke or dinner...no reply from either of them....wonder what are they doing now.

Here is some pics from my personal collection.. :)

Me and Suwira sitting together with Dr Chong,Dr Lam, Yang Yin and Carmen...on Prof David Bday celebration

This picture was taken before Sherrine left us for Australia. Heard that she is getting marry in April 2008.

Here are some of the sonographers and radiographers while attending some talks at the conference hall,we managed to monkey around...

During Prof David bday,we queing for the buffet...there is Dr Yati at the side..i wonder how she is now.Heard she is back from London and now in Kuala Lumpur GH..will look for her there.

It was a slow morning until the hospital operator announce, ' Attention all medical staff, Code Blue in Breast Imaging Room 15'..my god,everyone..the nurses rush all the way to the Breast Centre..with the medical trolley and ECG machine..i was able to help a bit by rushing to open the doors..that lead to BIC...help to push the trolley.Can see all the anxiety in everyone face...in the end,it was just nothing..just a patient collapse/relapse due to 1st time in mammogram...hahhhaaa...can't help laughing in the gynae MO faces....

I was on half day..make appointment to meet Mike..My new agent for investment.Was intro by my fren,Alvin.This guy is very detail...hahaa..but then let's try out for the next 2-3 month.I like the way he explained to me and Jamaliah,although sulaiman say,he is cute..hhmm...spend the next few hours shopping for sandwiches and lend $50 to Jamaliah...she didn't got enough. Well,Jefri send a sms to me..apologising and want me to give him another chance to help him...i said nope.Directly. I know its hurt but hey, it's the truth..i dun give a damn anyway. He's a cheater and a liar..wat the use of swearing...saying u are a muslim but at the end,u are big liar. Thank god,Alvin intro me to Mike and Sam..

I met an old fren while walking from Raffles UOB to Boat Quay...pass thru Penny Black..never thou i will meet him but yes,we bump into each other...hhmmm...Zamarul Rasif..that name use to make me smile to the ear but now it didn't. Few months ago, i heard he is back in singapore after several months in Bandung with his new wife....he really change completely. I ask him why he return..he told me that his dad ask him to sign the divorce paper and see to the completion of the sales of the house..his dad still cannot accept it that he got another new life in Bandung..he didn't dare to drop by his ex-in law house to visit his daughter,although his sister did show him a pic of the baby. It sadden me to see him in this state but he is an aldut. Learn to accept the fate. He ask me,why am i still single till now!!Now that's question sound familiar thou...feel like punching him straight but he managed to see the expression on my face and quickly apologise..hahhhaaa...we sat down on the bench next to the river and do a bit catching up. He is putting up at his cousin place till end of this month. Currently, working in Sheraton Bandung as F&B manager and earn little. He ask for transfer to Bali or Kuala Lumpur... i told him to stay where is he. Coz, he is happy in Bandung and rather be there than anywhere in the world. All he talks about is his daughter and his new wife...Santi(a mix parentage of dutch and javanese) whom he met in Jakarta in 2006..6 month after gotten marry. 7 years of relationship from secondary school to polytechnic and married for only 6 month, this is the result..DIVORCE-Irroc. differences.Wow....i recomended the wife to get that lawyer...Bitchy Halijah Mohammed to represent her and it was a good fight after all. She got 80% of everything. Hope Rul will take care of himself...if u are reading this,i know u are....take care my fren.May allah be with u always.

I spend the day on Monday with Suzy. Its her birthday anyway. I got her to accompany me to IRA to settle my income settlement(got a big Fine from them anyway) and then to Novena Square to celebrate her birthday with splash of Ice-Cream from De'Fonde...hahahah..cost me a bomb but it's nice to see the reaction and smile from her face..she reallu enjoy it..