Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Dear blogger,
Since the past few weeks, my life is surrounded by doubts and expectations of others feeling or view towards me. I have to talk to someone. I think i need to..gosh i miss Fiza blunt and directness answer or almunawarah "poise" answer..maybe i should confined to Siti Zubaidah, my cousin but i felt this relationship is still 'young' to tell others.
I just don't know where i gone wrong..is it me or i am just not sensitive enough towards men feelings. He just refused to tell me where my mistakes lies but instead, he gave me the silent and cold treatment. Well, i could endure it..i have to be strong if i want this relationship to work but my feelings inside me,is "screaming" to me to leave him and just start a new chapter..i don;t want to me in this situation where i have to give in to him.I will feel, i am just another "Weak" single female...seeking attention....HELP....