Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Dear Blogger,
Suzan, a friend of Aunty Jaya who work as volunteer police, introduce me to her colleague, Iskandar..hhmmm...deep inside me,telling me to forget about this..it could end me up in tears or heartache. I am prepare. After Sharen and Ashik, i think i am ready to face any obstacles and hurts hurled in my way. Allah is always there and i believe, one day, the special will come along. It's just a matter of time.
Did i mention to you that Ashik email me recently..that was in end of May'08. It was nice to hear from him again. Now, when i reply to him..there wasn't any anger or hurt in my email...there is a point i could just breakdown whenever he write but now, i look upon receiving his email and telling me about his experiences in Liverpool..after advising him of his "cohabit" with his current girlfriend ...they went separately. He didn't tell me why.And i don't want to know. Its better not to. If he is ready to tell me, i am willingly there to listen..it takes time..