Friday, June 6, 2008
Dear Blogger,
It was supposed to be a family nite out. I did sms my bro-in-law early in the day, if they have any plan for the kids..he say they are going Bowling...same place in Bukit Batok...and i stupidly went there early just to spend time and play some bowling with them...i waited..and waited..and waited..till nearly an hour..Where are they???I sms my bro and guess where they are....IN KALLANG...what the Fuck they are doing there???Watching the movie..Kung Fu Panda!!!!We all supposed to planned it together. I wanted to bring Zikri and Aqil together...i was pissed off...
So i had dinner with Ellen...we ate and chat and gossips..as normal.That's what girls likes to do isn't it....We both talk about a particular "A" whom both of us are aware of her situation and character. I dun know why i should pity a person like that but i know she must be lonely. Her position and mine are the same but i m not a husband/boyfriend or lover snatcher...so...i am a bit different from "A"...
We went for some shopping's and some books galore at Orchard, wherelse but Borders..until i saw "H" with another gal.Now i am ANGRY...so i came up to them to say HI...he was schock..well..he better be..he can't ignored be just like that. I am infront of him...looking at him straight in the eye and ask "Dengan Siapa"...the girl just look at me and walk away...damn bloody rude...and then, in few seconds..i start my lecture and frustration at him...i told him to go back and think what he has done to "S" previously. Although she needs him and dun want to be alone, she won't ask him back..would never..luckily, "S" family is now a bit supportive of her..they can't throw her out of the house..Family...always come together no matter how difficult the situation is... after venting my anger on him..i know tears are welling in his eyes but he control it..he is an adult.He can think for himself what is right and wrong. He got all the educations he needs and religious knowledge,it's up to him to make the decisions. It's all in his hand, not us or his parent. But to me, obviously he is making a fatal mistakes, one which may denied him ever seeing his child grew up one day.
"All the best to you "H"...remember all the advice i gave u, use it wisely".
NORA