Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Dear Blogger,
I met shikin after soooo..long of silence. How i miss her smile and chatter and her laugh. Like an older sister, i ask everything from top to toe, regards to her condition. Glad that she is doing well and will starting in NUH soon..all the best, Shikiin.



Dear Blogger,
Last Saturday, my whole family as in my sis,my bro and their respective partner's and family went out as a family outing together. My brother, Fawzie and his fiancee, Hawa brought her niece along, cute little Maya, my brother and his wife along with Aqil and Zikri..my sis and her "team mates" and single..me...(sigh).
We went to Riverside Point Indonesian restaurant for dinner and spend few hours exploring the place and the kids love it. They are able to see the Boat and the Colourful Bridge that link to Clarke Quay.. After that, we go to Bukit Batok Civil Service Club to play few games of Bowling. It was fun. I join in too...which usually i will not coz of my back and ankle problem. But put aside my injury, i had fun especially the kids..here are some of the pictures.. i never had enough of taking pictures with Aqil and Zikri...

The View from our table...

My sis and bro rashidi choosing the menu....

My niece, Nadd with my nephew,Danial

My brother, Isa with his wife,Fidah

The stretch of table occupied by our family.

My sister with Aqil and my bro,Fawzie with Hawa niece, Maya.

Aqil in the middle with my sis and brother-in-law

Adam with Uncle Isa...

Isa pose with a bowling ball

Aqil on mummy lap

My niece....blant smile Nadd!!!

Hawa with my sis..

He looks sleepy

Me and my favourite little one,Adam

My brother in law, Rashidi...

Aqil and mummy
Dear Blogger,
The sorting room best helper, Javier last day was on 11 april. We threw him a dinner at Newton and a small party in Sorting room. Can't help feeling sad that he is leaving but of course, we will always welcome him back with open arms during his school holidays...

With the Bos, Farah and Aunty Jaya

With the Gangs....of Sorting Room

Javier with Ajit,Asha and Chitra

The 3 Musketeers of Sorting....hahha

Javier...

The Head of Sorting and Deputy

"Where is the food"

Me with the Gang...

chitra and Javier

Javier at his desk

Chummy me and jav

the tibits and sweets for the party

me n javier
Javier with Kamal
Javier with Farah
Dear Blogger,
I used to like that place..i always eat there with numerous frens such as Jane,Hadi..zed and others but this time...it's really a big disappointment. Let me tell u all, DOn't Ever Go there AnyMore..the price has increased,the fod sucks and the service is........POOR..I dun't know why everyone else is crazy bout that place but for my beloved Amos...we all stay and eat. Don't ever go to the Bugis Siam Kitchen...u will regret it like i do...

SN Peggy with Amos,next to them is Ranjini...

Me with Bro Wan wife...

Ajit and SN Malar and family

Mr and Mrs Ajit
Dear Blogger,
These past few weeks is very hectic for me...i have a lot of things in my mind. I even forget to mention thet one of my favourite doctor, Dr Udaya has left. We took some pics with him in Sorting and transcription section. He is a man with a lot of patience when handling us(the naughty staff's) and i never met a man who is as patience as him...wish all the best in Sri Lanka. I hope he will come to singapore and visit us again...

Dr Udaya with the Transciptionist team..

Dr Udaya with Farah and Aunty Jaya...

With me....

Aunty Jaya stealing a show....

Once again, with me...hehehe
Dear Blogger,
On March 29, was the saddest day in DI. It was Amos Phun last day. Everybody gonna miss him..he was a great guy,Mr Nice in our dept(next to Prof, of course) and a great leader. The last christmas party was amazing, without him, i think it won't be a success.
Amos, i wish u all the best ( i know u are reading this somewhere in Australia). Take care of yourself and your family..especially your 2 cutie little gals..and your beautiful..gorgeous wife, of course. Make sure, you do visit us sometimes(at least once a year) in KKH. Have a safe journey..Bon Voyage....Adios...

Amos with Ranjini

Amos and Me...

Sister Tan with Peng hoon

Amos and Frens
Dear blogger,
Since morning, eversince i step into my store room, i just got this buzz around my head. I couldn't stand it. My head keep on pounding till i felt nueasous and uncomfortable around my surrounding. I try to closed my eye and sleep during the lunch break, but it getting worse..my headaches keep on pounding...rite after lunch, i ask farah to release me from any duties. I went back...during the journey in bus 67,along the bukit timah route,i vomitted...oh my god, right infront of few NJC boys...ssoo..paiseh. One of them even offer me a packet of tissue..soo sweet of him.
When i got back,coincidentally, i stop at the same bus-stop with the NJC boy and he ask if i were allrite...sooo..sweet of him...but too bad,too young...
Once i reach home..i put my stuff in my room and headed to bathroom to bath. To keep my body cool...but till late evening,my headache was killing me...
During that period,i see VC in my dreams..as if she was laughing at me...laughing vigouriously at me...when i woke up, it was 2.45am...hhmm...i began to think that my dream and my "sudden" headache got to be related to her...maybe she is seeing another "person"...hhmm...to get back at me.
Dear Blogger,
Since discovered that she is pregnant in early stage, my fren,S.K is clueless and confused. Not only the guy is unresponsible but ruthless too, leaving her to cope it alone. With the family lack of support, she turn to me to cry..to talk of whatever inside her mind. I scolded myself for not be there when she is in this state. Her mind is confused and her anger is directing at everyone, especially rejection from K.H..how i hate that name. It just remind me of Sharen. I know i should listen to both side of them but news from the family member, made me soooo..angry. S.K is not as strong as Yanti, who could stand up to any criticism and biased from others. She is weak and undecisive. And she much way too young to handle everything. She depend a lot to her family and K.H(when they were still together).She wanted to keep the baby but rejection and lack of support from the family made her soo depressed. I understand her feeling but what can i do.She has to made the decision faster as her pregnancy is nearly advancing. I know she need more than moral supports. She also need him to be there for her, to help her stand againts the family and foe's. But where is he?Run away with his tail in his back.
I am very DISAPPOINTED in K.H.(if u are reading this...I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU). Being a man,u are a typical MALE CHAUVINIST PIG!!!!!!!....U are a BASTARD!!Ruthless PIG..Bloody IDIOT...
Whatever their decision that are made now, i hope they both won't regret in the future. We can't turn back the time but we could learn from the mistakes..this is the most expensive mistakes they ever made in their live.
I met up with Kak Umi for drink last night,after work.How she broke down and told me of the story of how her brother missuse her credit cards and loans..how she got cheated of nearly 7k...now she is in deep debt.All these stories, i have experience it. My heart went out to her.No matter what,Allah is always be our side. Pray,may everything be well. As long as we have our 4 limbs,and we still could walk everyday and woke up to the sunrise,we have our thanks to HIM for bringing us a new day.
Its always better to do dealing related to money or finance, with other's rather thank our family members. Its better that way, as it will not cause any misunderstanding with each other. But sometimes, we can't avoid certain things, defitnetly we do need their helps one day.
A friend told me of her problems with her parents and her elder sister. How manupulating she(her sister) is and a big liar..she will work her charms with the parent's just to get her way. Its a complicated family but truly, being a middle child always brought sorrow and sadness.. her family always treat her indifferently somewhow, since she was young and now, although she is already a mother of 2 beautiful daughters,they still wanted to rule her..kind of truly like "The Dynasty" drama i seen on the TV in the 80s...hahaha..my advice to her, since i have been thru that period before..."Syukur alhamdulilah, we have a family, no matter how bad they have treated us. Never kept our anger with us cos its gonna always be a bleak,dark days for us to go thru it. Always selawat, so that evil won't stick to us,and lastly, be patience. As a muslim, kesabaraan adalah salah satu daripada keimanan..do u believe it..i been thru a lot and i stick to these few rules in my life..i felt better. What other's did to us or to me,will one day will get their "dessert" from Allah...i don't deny it that sometimes being angry oveercome me..and i will say it out loud to them,and hate them.But all these are behind me.No matter how hurtful i heard things about me in the dept or among my family members, i will always be patience. That's how i survived in this reality and harsh world. Syukur alhamdulilah, i am still standing..
Dear Blogger,
As for now, i am annoucing that i am no longer with Sharen. Hey,(u know who u are )...u are welcome to him. He is all yours..
I am not mean, but neither do i feel i am 'queen-control' type. I believe in equality.And if u think u still dun get it, do some soul-searching . I am tired of your whim..ur excess baggage and ur emotional..confusion state.
Dun't compared me to your other scandal or gf's...i have pride and i am proud of myself of what i am. I am not a beauty but i am not ugly either...i hope u will understand how i felt and this is not a space i am asking for. Let's resolve this relationship. There is no happiness and laughter anymore...but tears.May allah bless you in anything you are going to do...
Dear Blogger,
Rafeah gave birth to a baby boy, Aqil Syazwan late march/early april(on my god, i forgot the date). After days of suffering in the ward, she gave thru normal delivery. Alhamdulilah, both mother and son are doing fine but unfortunately, the baby was admitted in Special Care(SCN blue) due to some illness(not critical) but last sunday, She inform me that the baby is on the way home...alhamdulilah...
A few days later, the little one is back to Ward 65,i pray hard that he will be doing fine...

Got feeding from Mummy...

Don't move me...

Nice Lungs... Look Out Mariah Carey....

A mother touch.....

Don't Wrap me....
