Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Why do people practise favouritism among themselves?It may cause hurt to others..just take a look at my sister..her brother's is her world,music to her ears..but me,she treat me as non-exist sibblings. I do ask myseld why??I always ponder the question in my mind..over and over again...why??Why them??Why treat me like this??I was like a anger bear last weekend..snipping at other's,although they have try to pacified me..i felt what kind of sister do i have??Why did i received this type of treatment?She didn't inform me of my cuzin daughter gotten married. I was away on course. But seeing them going out as a family(my bro's fiancee and family) hurt my feeling. I felt being left out in the dark.I try to reason with myself..but end up crying over it..but it felt better after that....i really feel good. Who am i?The only sibbling's that without anything...nothing attach me..no flats..no money..no boyfriends. I felt i want to moved out of the house but i have made a promise to Abang Azman,no matter how difficult it is...stay on. Be strong. It's been a week i have not being on talking terms with my sister and her family..it's been a week also i didn't want to eat any of her cooked foods.Maybe,i should try to control myself in my diet. I lose weight this month..i lost nearly 3kg..yipeeeeee....
Everyday i told myself...let it be..forgot about it. Maybe i am happier to be alone rather than surround myself with bitch sister-in-law or brother's.
NORA